Just a Few Notes ( 1. Her Child )

[nathanielredenei]

Its only been a while now since her death, i shall never let go of it and neither will I forgive, in all this she was an innocent I did warn her to flee the village but she never listen, and too be honest I never suspected they would be targeted. When I found her there laying dead it was like something from my worst nightmares, she was too beautiful, kind and whole to be killed in such away, she never did anything to hurt them. Whoever gave out the false information, will not get any chances, they deserve everything they get, there is no second chance. Was this man jealous of her natural looks and fortunate life? She was truly blessed and in an instant her blessing left this land. I fear now for her child Vanessa whom I have pledge to protect in her name has not spoken a word so far, she is still in shock, im not even sure what she saw, she is only ten for goodness sake, to be ripped from the caring embrace of ones mother like that is an unspeakable crime. I Have yet to be able to get through to her but I have important duties to attended to I hope LADY HELENE has much better luck, maybe the touch of someone more close to that of a mother would do.

I Will always remember you Adeleia may your spirit find eternal happiness, I shall stay here once more without you I lost you once now again, your Daughter I promise will be safe, in your name I shall protect her. I do not know when we will meet again, I would like to think you were waiting for me but we know that is not true you heart always lay with another.

[nathanielredenei]

Adeleia it's been a while since we found you, I still can not believe it, the way you were left there in all that destruction, a rose amongst thorns as it were, as wrong as a beacon of of hope in hells dark pits. I regret not staying with you in your final day's, maybe I could of saved you not just your child maybe then that king gentle heart that burned with love enough for all could have been saved, but I know you would never of let me even without the disagreement, you always felt Henri more important to me than yourself, maybe he was but you always held that special place in my heart, a place that was ripped and torn to shreds like one would do to paper.

I can never thank you enough for keeping me in your life after you gave up on us for him. You let me be like an uncle to your Vanessa something I can never tank you enough for. You were the light among the stars the beacon to guide the way snuffed out in a moment of cruelty. When I found you there broken and lifeless it was as if time its self had come to a stop all around me, even the call's of the man who Henri had sent with me could not disturb me from what I saw, the reality did not hit me for what felt like several hours and I must of held you amongst that rubble wishing you back to life not even the prayers in my head could bring your gentle soul back to earth.

My heart still aches for you everyday I wish to be with you once again but I know I can not, Henri and Vanessa need me more than I need you, once again we are broken and parted but one day I know we will be together again even if you do not wait for me, I wait for the day I do see you again to be together, you may have never loved me as much as I you but someday. For now I must be content with visiting your grave such a quite place but just as unjust as your death was your grave itself is not where it was meant to be amongst your ancestors sadly that is not so me Henri laid you to rest near the camps, I go to visit you every day whenever I can I will lay for small flower at your grave to count the time until I See you again to be able to find myself lost within those deep green eyes.

[nathanielredenei]

"It's the Middle of the Night Leave him to sleep I will deal with this."
"Are you sure about that?"
"Lower your weapons fools."

I look at Henri these past days and its a surprise that he is even functioning, he wont admit to it of course but he is clearly stressed, it is tiring work after all. I did try the other day to get him to rest for a while maybe go after Helene, it was obvious he would refuse, I did have business to attend to in Paris but it could wait Henri needs help, I can't leave my friend to struggle on his own. The bags under his eyes go heavy everyday, too much stress. I almost know how he feels getting everything ready in place sorting things out it takes a lot out of you, but I wont let myself or Henri give in. Yet we all need to have day's off, but rests are very few and far between. I talked to him about the rumours of revolutionaries in Paris he seems very hopeful and excited at the prospect, I agree with him that we need to try find them and talk with them, if we could help each other than everything will slide into place we can get this done faster. Until we are ready I will continue my visits to Paris, the business I conduct is private only Henri really knows but we certainly do have friends there.

The Camp itself has been gaining more people fleeing from the village or other places the only problem is with the people we already have the camp could be in danger of overfilling, and the more the people the more a chance of being infiltrated without realising it. We Need more space or we need to act soon. It was in the dead of Night last night our lookouts found a Two brothers trying to find their way through the woods, one was 25 the other 12. It was a good thing I was up busy working anyway, I told them to leave it to me to see to them and get them settled in, but first I had to meet them there was no need to bother Henri he needed his sleep he will find out later that I have taken care of it. Apparently the oldest knows how to fight, if so maybe he could join the soldiers but im rather reserved on that, he has his brother to care for and but then he would be fighting for him, it's an annoying Dilemma, I Would rather see the man not leave his brother through death but if he's willing enough and able enough He Could be a soldier.

I Will think on this some more and talk to Henri for now Daniel Aubertin and Alain Aubertin are settled in we don't know the whole of their story but we know enough to gather their mother is dead and their father missing.